The feedback from yesterday

Steve's 25 Days of Christmas Music selection for today is Squirrel Nut Zippers - Carolina Christmas. I also want to point out that in the archive for 2002 on that same page is the Disney Christmas Parade music! Oh, man, if you've ever seen the lighted parade, just listening to that song will bring it all back in your head. SO COOL! It's from Disneyland Paris so the synthesized voice at the beginning is in French, LOL.

Anyway, I did tell my counselor about that horrid dream. He had some good insight. He thinks the part about me crying/nobody noticing and me burning down the cabin was significant because in my life I feel frustrated that nobody listens to me and I'm stuck and I feel liked I'd have to do something drastic like that in order to get people's attention. Yeah, well, the sick part is it's not just me being egotistical "look at me" stuff; my counselor knows it's more like "help me" because I'm hurting, and that concerns him. It looked like it bothered him that I woke up and was still plotting to stay inside my house for years and years so that people wouldn't find out I killed someone. Also, just wanted to record/remember that he DID seem concerned after all about me not sleeping.