Pizza night

Every Friday since my oldest was about 2, we have had pizza on Friday.  The kids didn't have school today so it doesn't really feel like Friday, but my husband just took the kids to pick up pizza at Pizza Hut.  He has been a butt all day.  I just don't know what I'm doing wrong that makes him so unhappy with me.  He keeps yelling and hurting my feelings.  And I'm praying he gets in a better mood, but by then I'll be so hurt it won't even matter if he's the nicest guy on the planet.

A good thing that happened today is I got the notice from Amazon that my items just got shipped.  My counselor wanted me to order a book, and while I was on Amazon I started looking at jewelry.  (Did I ever mention my daughter lost my mother/baby necklace with the four pink stones I got for my birthday?)  Anyway, I saw a ring, and I knew if I got it I could always wear it and never let anyone "borrow" it.  It is a butterfly and the wings are four garnets and there's a little diamond accent in the middle for the body.  Garnet is January's birthstone which is the month Claudia's day is in.  It was only $25 so I figured why not.  I might get it engraved inside with her name and date later.

I got kind of depressed after I wrote the posts about my grandparents.  I miss the close relationship my mom had with her mom.  One of my friends from church goes to the hospital sometimes and her mother is always visiting her and it just makes me feel so good to see that.  I miss that kind of connection and caring.  So I wrote my friend's mom a note that I missed her, and she wants me to come over Monday.

The next Monday I have to go to the dentist.  Just for a cleaning but I think it will turn into something more because I've been having an acidy taste on one side of my mouth and I'm thinking I either have a cavity or a filling got chipped exposing a cavity or something.  I hope the dentist can just quickly painlessly fix it.  I don't like the noise at the dentist so I always bring a Van Halen CD to listen to.  I brought the Fireproof soundtrack last time but I could hear the instruments screeching right over it.  Anyway, I'm just praying I won't be scared and praying it won't be anything major and praying it doesn't TURN INTO anything major before then.  And I got lectured last time so I'm nervous that she's going to lecture me again, especially now that there's a little problem.  I'm just scared.  I wish someone could go with me, but that makes me sound like a little kid.

Pizza's here, bye.